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by fly-high0320

神様は蜂蜜の味(ぇ

today, i went to a church with my friend. my friend in a college is invited to visit there, and i joined her with some interests.

there is no special building as we imagine and people gathered in a large room to listen to the priest's talking and singing with a band.


it is embaraccing for me since it is actually first time to visit a church and i am skeptical about religion.

people believe in the God("the Lord God almighty", according to the lylics of the song we sang), who will help people praying the God.

singing religious songs which express worship to the God they open thier hand above, and after singing they confess their wish to neighborhood, saying i wish my hard work will finish successfully or i hope to marry my fianse.
prays (events?) are hed regulately, and today the priest showed some next lecture's contents. 説法、みたいな。that was about "conflict management". wow, it's my major!:P though it is focused on how to arrange good marriage life:q
he told how conflicts should be resolved, saying that understanding others is essential, do the right things whichever someone did or not, the God indicates options to people in suffering though he doesnt show the best way and let people to choose.
hmmm, it is convincing i thought. i forgot pricise points but it is logical enough except for the concept the God.

ya, what embarraces me the most is it is not logical. in the crowd of people who were singing enthusiastically, i couldnt stop my skeptical view.
why do they believe in the God and that he will help them? (do i need to write him/her for the God?) who proved the existence of the God?

what is clearest is people who believe in cathoric(religion) is really kind. kimoti-warui gurai kind and honest. they believe that Jesus died for us and we have to repent our sin which jesus removed, so they treat other believer really kindly. atterukana..

my friend, who joined a church sometimes in japan said she was so surprised because japanese cathoric (she and people today is cathoric, not christian) hardly pray in such a way, singing and praying with each other. instead japanese, at least her church focus on getting knowledge of religion through lectures.

after praying, my friend's friend's friend invited us to join BBQ, so i had lots of opportunity to talk people who passionately worship the God, cathoric.

they said, the revolutional theory is wrong. wow. ohho-. interestingly, they reject the theory scientifically, saying revolutional process is too complicated and it is impossible single cell creature becomes human being. in addition, there are no motivation to be revolved. moreover, there was nothing before big ban so nobody can prove the revolution of creature. atterukana...

im not sure about science so i just understood their opinion. my interest is not there, but the reason why they believe in religion instead of science or remaining mystery. yeah people want to know how we are created, but do you want unreliable and illogical answer when there is no reliable scientific truth? keep it mysteery and wait for the truth which is demonstrative.

however, instead of keep it uncertain, they prefer to believe in the excistence of the God and believe that he creates human. hm, impossible to understand for me.

one person talked a story about one person, who tried to kill himself. after attempting killing and it failed, he looked for the reason why he lives and found out cathoric.

maybe, i will believe in the god or religion when i was dying. it means i hope not to believe in religion in the future. not for me, please.


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and i got pretty tired after leaving them and taking a bus.
i had to make a barrier between them and me, paying attentin not to say some irritating words to them and pretend to agree with. i dont have to pretend to agree, but i am not so brave to talk frankly.
in such a situation, english is really convenient since i cant say english emotinally and it is easy to say anything i dont think actually.
such a way of talking will be important to live in society. i think anythings deeply and negatively so i need to communicate in this way in some sense. iya, negative danaa...


めっちゃ分詞構文が多いっすね…,saying...って使い方あってるのかな?
by fly-high0320 | 2007-05-13 19:00 | studying